why cant everyone around me bloody put in more effort when it's a special occasion? im sick of wanting to make someone's bday special or to feel special on my bday but knowing nobody gives A DAMN
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Tuesday, May 1, 2012
one of my favourite songs.
all is well in life :)
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Monday, February 27, 2012
new favourite song at the moment.
listening to this while on the way home seems to change the world a little...
after i turned 23, if anything, i turned more sadistic. with age comes the realisation that perhaps i may be alone in this world for a very long time to come, and one has to learn to enjoy solitude.
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011
today while reading everyone's fb wall posts, i came across one from my ex-colleague in my internship company. from that wall post, i found out that the very kind indian receptionist has left us.
after that i couldn't stop crying for quite a while. the other day i still thought of him, while drinking coffee, and what he said about strong coffee being bad for the body because it "whips" your body awake when it might not be ready to be. in fact, i think of his comment almost every time i drink coffee.
he was always so kind and friendly and SO WARM. from the first time i met him when he greeted me so cheerily, to how he was one of the first few pple in the company who rmbs my name the first few days and calls me that (oh well, not alot of pple bother to haha), and then rmbed my extension (! i marvelled at how he could rmb everyone's extension in the office. literally.)to how on a few occasions i sat at his receptionist table (and stupidly picked up the phone while the uncle was away in pantry, accidentally told some china man our ceo was not in when he was, LOL but that's another story) and we would have chats where he shares stuff about his life with me... to the last day i was there with chokwan and he said he would invite us to celebrate deepavali at his house like how he invites the other company pple...
he even shared with me his apples once! and told me they are gd for me.
and now he's gone...
i really hope he went peacefully, happily, and now he's in a better place. for he is one of the nicest and sincere and wonderful and genuinely warm people i can ever meet. :'( rip
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Friday, April 29, 2011
my social awkwardness really makes me feel so suffocated around pple...
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Monday, February 14, 2011
你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺 固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退
listening to him instead of doing fyp hahaha
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Wednesday, December 15, 2010
finally it has been sufficiently long enough to rewatch my favourite show again. feeling the happiest in months! :) :)