haha how is it that you always manage to affect my mood?

feeling so...无奈 now. i really dont want us to become strangers, or friends who only say hi and bye and nothing else. i wonder if you think im avoiding you... that you really think i would do that. yes there are times when i felt so distant from you, but i never avoided you on purpose.

haha but you know something, now im going to avoid going on msn. i dont belong there anyway. you dont need me as a msn mate anymore; something has changed, things are awkward, and the old good days seem so far away already.


are you even reading this? do i matter enough for you to visit here? i dunno...

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