siying msged me last night to ask how i am.
收到你的 sms 真的觉得很开心 :)

i feel REALLY scared for the gp exam tmr. panicking panicking.
so i spent my whole sunday afternoon reading gp essays on my bed and no, i didnt sleep! it's a miracle!

i wonder how much of what i read went into my head la. a lot of info are floating in my brain now but they arent very distinct.

haha one thing i really cant stand is trying to remember what the different acronyms stand for? last time when we learnt ss i really had a lot of trouble remembering what MNC stand for. (yes im that retarded haha) so just now felicia was asking me IPCC stand for, then simple ones like WTO (which i dunno what they do, but... haha nvm i guess) then what WB stands for. i seriously thought it was for waibin, so i said wobbly-bean!

ok that's so not funny. hahah. it stood for world bank by the way.

then we were on the topic of suicide. hmm i think when you are 18 years old it's really too late for suicide, coz your parents would have brought u up for nothing, and it's really not the best way to repay them la. so felicia was saying if you want to die, you shldn't... at least live for the people around you...? for your parents esp, you owe them that.

haha wow im so positive right now i cant even recognise myself.

if you happen to read this entry, then good luck for scary scary prelims.

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