haha feeling alright now. my awful-and-i-want-to-die mood comes back say, every 3 hours or so.
hurray man i need to control my emotions.

anyway so while it's gone i need to do some normal stuff.

anyway ytd went out shopping with felicia. since im most probably going to work on 2jan i need more clothes. chunying told me the dress code is casual...but i cant imagine going in there with my kiddy clothes haha!

tink bugis is quite horrible to be at. pple pple and more pple everywhere, it seriously gets very tiring trying to walk through crowded places. in the end i bought a cardigan (which i tink can be used conveniently to hide whatever im wearing inside at work. yes its such a smart plan! hahaha) which felicia claims makes me look thin (plus point :D), shoes, and a top to wear on the first day.

i want to go buy some more, but shopping is so tiring it kills my back and feet. i need want a totally new wardrobe!

sian ltr still got to go meet tran's junior to pass her tran's sim card. and then i got to go buy christmas cards and presents at tampines alone (been there a zillion times this month) boohoo

happier stuff: weight keeps going down, though with no significant change in the amount of fats on me. hahaa but 44kg sounds pretty good to me hoho

really like watching this video. will rewatch it like once every day haha
it's just lin you jia singing 哭了 and K 歌之王

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