new year resolutions!

haha it's so exciting to think of new year resolutions and also reflect back upon the year. ok i admit, i get excited over the weirdest things hahaha.

this is my last year's new year eve post:
http://beanie-gal.blogspot.com/2006_12_01_archive.html#

and hoho my old blog is temporarily open for reading! haha as if anyone's interested.

this year has been a really... bad year i guess. didnt know i could cry so much over anything at all but apparently im really that emotional. allowed myself to sink so badly into depression that i actually skipped meals (like wow man. hahaha that idea is so laughable now. gosh!). but anyway having gone past these emo stuff made me realise that we are in charge of our own happiness. i dunno why, last time i thought it was my friends who are responsible in comforting me and making me happy. haha pretty stupid, i know.

anyway i understand more about myself this year. yes yes bean is now wiser (ahaha) and less stupid now. hurray!
last year's resolutions checklist:

1. im going to work harder for my own self and to save myself from being so duo4 luo4. if im not going to change my attitude im just going to die a horrible death for A levels and then feel stupid all over again.

comment: didnt do. still as duo4 luo4 for results. ahahah

2. i think i should really reflect upon my ways and how i treat others too.

comment: i did. treat pple with more sincerity now (i think?)

3. i should just stop being so indecisive
comment: im still very indecisive. but i did decide firmly on some stuff. so semi-did it.

wah not bad, i fulfilled half of my 2007 new year resolutions! hahaa


new year resolutions for 2008:

1) LIVE FOR MYSELF AND BE HAPPY
2) lose some weight
3) save more money (this year's savings is zero, or probably negative)
4) make it a point to meet up with friends more
5) spend more time with parents
6) be less anti-social
7) put in more effort to make my hair less bushy haha
8) BE HAPPY

wow that suddenly look like a lot.
i so wanna play sparklers tmr! but i dunno if i have money to buy some to play.

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