i dont really feel like myself nowadays.

haha acting retarded, doing mundane jobs; it makes u numb (and dumb) after a while because there is no need to think. in a way it is good, coz i dont think abt sad things (eh but not a lot of sad things to tink abt since working is SO BORING), i dont emo, and basically am in quite good moods.

but working makes me feel so far away from my friends. i dunno wat they are doing everyday, or where are they going after work or just how they are living right now. it feels so distant... and makes me doubly lonely everyday after i get home...sigh



i guess i would find something to complain abt either way haha.

new year... oh no lots of pretence and keeping quiet plus 24 hours facing my sis.
and i havent bought anything to wear.

gd thing is we will go feasting, then i can just eat and ignore everyone else. ha great.

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