despite everything, sometimes i still feel no different from being all alone...


work today sucked to the core. i really ask myself if its worth it to do such shitty stuff (now without internet access what the hell) for a miserly $6.10/hr.

cannot justify...
as eunice said, what's 6.10... it cant even buy me a mac meal nowadays.

feeling so shitty and tired and lonely all the way from work (yijuan went on an errand and then could go home early) but now i feel worse. that part of me who feels insecure and uncertain came haunting again. ha.

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