today was orientation... wasnt very bad but not good at all...

just awkwardly hanging around the others and feeling all out of place. haha just hate mixing, really.

frequently asked qns:
hi.
oh do u live in halls?
did u go hall camps? (no...)
did u go faculty camp? (no... ...)
how come?? (hmmm coz i was too lazy and didnt feel like going...)

awkward silence.
i cant hold conversations :S
and ya i didnt go for a single thing... then?
haha ok im really feeling sian now. and really insecure and scared and awful now about the whole uni thing. plus i havent done a zillion things... havent gotten my ez-link card...

crap actually i havent even applied for the card when others are collecting it already. hahaha like gosh.

then i dont know anything about my courses and wat i need to do... like electives, i dunno ANYTHING About them. all those prescribed and something (cant remember wat it is again) and blah, i dunno how the whole thing works. i cant even remember wat my core codes are which and which lo.

then at night in the hostel i have absolutely nothing to do... felicia has got a laptop but she also needs to use it too. :( :(

tons of stuff on my mind... sigh
just hope things get better.

and my mum surprised me by calling to ask how am i. really shocked lo. i mean for all the camps i have been to she doesnt ever call... makes me miss home a lot hahaa

going back home for a short stay on wednesday! yipee. love my pig sty at home! btw my side of the room is already starting to look like a sty. i dont even make my bed in the morning since i dont see the need to hahahahaa

2 lectures straight tmr. nitez (talking to myself actually)

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